• Liberation Through Hearing – Finding Rest

    Thus, however many well-conceived and pleasant-sounding names are applied to this awareness, In reality, those who maintain that these names do not refer to this present conscious awareness, But to something else, above…

  • Grounded in God’s Love

    It’s been almost a year since I wrote a couple of posts that turned my world upside down. I’d been exploring and learning about the good news of Christ, and seeing how sometimes…

  • Learning to Breathe Under Water

    When I was a little girl, I had a dream about Jesus. I wrote it down and shared it with no one. It felt like it had some sort of significance, but I…

  • Standing on Two Legs

    We all have voices in our lives that we give authority to. We know that there are things we don’t understand, and that there are others who have more experience than us. We…

  • Follow Your Heart – It Knows the Way

    I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot of my boyfriend’s apartment complex in Orem, Utah. I was crying. I felt so alone and confused and didn’t know what was happening…

  • A Community of Love First

    This morning I was participating with a church community I’ve recently met that does things in a different way than how I’ve been used to. Sometimes just a different language and a different…

  • The Heart of Contemplation

    “May it please the Lord to enable me to say something… for to explain to you what I should like is very difficult unless you have had personal experience.”  St. Teresa of Avila…

  • Healing My Self – Knowing Something Deeper

    Comparison is apparently the thief of joy. But knowing that doesn’t mean I’m never going to compare myself to anyone else ever again. Somehow comparison sneaks up on me and before I know…

  • Returning to a Loving Universe

    Last time, I talked about the voices in my head that were so loud that I felt like I couldn’t feel God’s love anymore. I was spinning and trying to get even a…

  • Maybe it is a Faith Crisis

    I have said for a while now that I’m not having a faith crisis, because my faith in God, and in Christ, remains intact. “I haven’t lost my faith, I just don’t believe…